yesterday evening i had my gallbladder surgery and it was my first surgery ever.. is was so scared and cried the whole time. my bear (his name is fritz) could come with me in the surgery room and after the surgery he became a band aid like me :) so cute. my boyfriend visited me and Im so happy to saw him after the surgery. sorry that Im not beautiful and that im not super skinny.especially they've done air in my tummy while surgery. hope mother monster sees this :) i love you monsters. and biiiig sorry for my english !! :)