As everyone here is Little Monsters and share on various subjects decided to express here how all this love began ... Not the first time I write on this subject and also not the last time you try to make a Lady Gaga talk to me It all started one day when I was in school , about 4 years ago , I met a girl in which she was " Fan of Lady Gaga " and I stopped to think, Lady Gaga Fan ? How so ? Who is ? Gradually she became my friend and I was forced to listen to Lady Gaga almost every day or so every time I approached her. I confess that sometimes it was annoying , but today I owe it all to her for doing that , time passed and guess what? Yes , I was in love with Lady Gaga also like her, I was really addicted , those fans who spoke to Lady Gaga every day , every hour and every time with someone or without someone ( still am ) Currently I am 14 years old and live in the Espirito Santo ( Brazil ) but before that I went through several things that Lady Gaga was reason I mantesse my feet and kept going strong .. In 2011 my mother became pregnant , as I was happy because I was going to have a brother , I always wanted and always asked her , when she finally got pregnant I did not know where to squander so much happiness , months went by and we found that it was a boy , the dream my mother was having a boy , everyone was happy four months after the baby's sex be discovered my mother went to the doctor and learned he had aged placenta and the baby had to be born premature, the doctor kept my pregnant mother. .. wanted to complete another 15 days so he could get some weight because I was around 1kg and 500g unfortunately due to the problem of my mother he did not resist , he died , with 7 and a half months , it was the saddest thing I spent my whole life, seeing all suffering , all cry , even people I had never seen shed a tear , after all that I found strength in Gaga , his teachings , his music and his words left me standing in a way that I could ever imagine. In 2013 in July , I had to move me where I currently live , I did not , I would cry every night , because that would drop everything good I had in Rio de Janeiro to come here , and I moved up today I can not resign myself , nothing will replace the emptiness that I have for leaving that state , not even thank her consoling me , today I am already a little happier , a little better and know why ? I remember her every time something makes me unhappy I remember her , I remember her smile , singing their songs , read and watch their DVDs , and so I follow this life ... Thank you Lady Gaga for believing in me even without knowing me , Thank you Lady Gaga for you to be so, and all I wanted at that moment is that you notice me , even a hello or enjoy , I 'd really like you to notice me , I love you and I'll be with you until the end #Writing #PersonalUpdates #love #MotherMonster #gaga #littlemonsters #bornthisway #PawsUp