Dear Gaga Hi, my name is Kamil (pseudo Mieszi). I'm 18 years old and I live in Poland. I come from a small village and sometimes I wonder how different my life would be if I lived in New York, or if I could have more friends? I want to feel free and liberated. In my village, I am called a queer, and many other mean and discriminative words. I do not know what I have done to deserve such hatred. Listening to Gaga and her music, takes me away from the world and carries me to a place where I can feel free and loved. I am also picked on for the way that I dress because I dress differently compared to most boys in the village. Narrow trousers, stretchers and caps.. I really do not understand what I have done to deserve this and how people can be such assholes and judge someone based on their appearance or by the music they listen to. It is very unpleasant. People who hate on me are always asking, “how can you listen to that bitch?” and they also call you a “freak” and a “mistake”, telling me that you have affected me in a negative way. Gaga, you have changed me in the greatest way possible and you have proved that dreams always come true...we just need to believe in them strongly. I am not afraid to express myself and show people who I truly am and who I love, because I am brave and fearless all thanks to you since you taught me to be so. Fuck everything else that’s negative and that gets in my way. After 3 years of having to endure constant abuse and name-calling, it no longer affects me. I grow stronger each day because I know that I have you and without you my life would be dull and hopeless. I would not have the strength to be who I am today. Every night when I go out for a cigarette, I look up at the stars and think about how much you mean to me, how much you have helped me and the rest of the Little Monster community..how precious and amazing you are. You are extremely important to me and you are the light of my life. Before I end this letter, I would like to tell you that when my dream to meet you finally comes true, I will hug you tighter than you could ever imagine, embracing you in my arms. I want to feel the beating of your heart and the love that constantly pours out of it. I want to feel it against me. Thank you for all that you have ever done. I love you, Mieszi. @gaga #Selfies #Story #life #dearGaga #GagaTalk #letter