gloomyglitter13’s post

Silently drowning

Hopefully no one reads this... I don't know how to cope anymore. My dad is a douche bag. He's violent, he yells, and I have anxiety because of him. I hate school. No, really. I have friends, but they couldn't care less about my existence. I try to always be there for them and all, but if I'm sad or anything, they just don't care. Thankfully, I have the best boyfriend ever, and he's always there for me and all, but the problem is me. I'm scared of opening up enough so he sees just how bad my wounds are. I'm scared that when he finds out, he'll go away. Or worse. What if I start to drown him with me? I'm drowning in my own depression. I don't want him to feel the same way if I tell him what's wrong with me. So I literally have no one to talk to about it. If you were once drowning like me, please, I beg you, tell me how you learned to swim.

HausOf Kyari@hausofkyari 11y

I just hope I made you feel a bit better. Depression is a long road with tiny glimmers of hope throughout. You will beat this. Just stay strong :)

Kassidy Anderson@kassgermanotta 11y

I've never been depressed and I've never had many bad experiences so I can't relate with you in that way but make sure you surround yourself with positive people and it will make you feel more positive. you can message me any time if you need someone to talk to

I know how you're feeling right now. I'm feeling exactly the same (for different reasons) all I can say little monster is to keep you head held as high as possible. Talk to your boyfriend. He'd want to known how you're feeling. He will be your life raft. When I feel like this I talk to my fiancé. He's asleep at the moment and cause I toss and turn he's not sleeping properly either so I've left him to get a good nights sleep but the second he wakes up I will go into his arms and talk to him. You need to do the same. It will help. Hold your head up high! Keep on fighting.