Dear @gaga I wanted you to know I'm making progress on my depression, I've being surrounded by closes friends and little monsters on here, I need you to know that I'm trying to change who I was, I was always upset on the inside and I had no one to talk to about it, I need support and someone to talk to everyday about simple stuff mainly, I hope you don't mind if I vent my feelings on here to you, I know you may not see this or any other posts but it makes me feel better when I post how I feel on here, it's like I'm setting my emotions free, a lot of monsters help me and call me "beautiful" but I honestly don't feel it a lot of the time I'm down and upset and I know there's a door waiting to open for me somewhere I'll just have to find it, your music sets me free, it helps me relax and I always feel like dancing and singing out loud, I need you GaGa and I always will, I love you so much and to think that you could see this sends shivers down my spine, it's always been my dream to meet you just so I can hug you tight and tell you that I love you, I hope I can meet you one day I'm coming to the ArtRAVE in Dublin and just know you changed me YOU SAVED MY LIFE I know a lot of people say that but you truly have, I LOVE YOU, I hope see this and smile because to me you are PERFECT inside and out #ladygaga #gaga #GoddessOfLove #mothermonster #selfie #littlemonster