Hey guys , I came to open my heart and I'm afraid to know someone in my family , but I will tell you , if you care of course, my life up to age 16 * 0 * It started xD I was a sperm. When girl, my childhood was one part beautiful , and I enjoyed playing (4 years or so ) but since I can remember I had an unfortunately my mom left me in the house of a neighbor and she took care of me by my mom I went to work , my neighbor had 4 children ... but never had the greatest confidence that the treatment I wrong .... now I see scares me .... the abused me until 8 or 9 years, I never told anyone , he did not understand that it was me. I was at that time the raped me, afraid to approach other person , and children , so I had no friends in my childhood , I played one at school and at home ... sometimes played with some kids from my village , was the only woman ( is that I'm a little man for some things xD) but friends .... I did not . After that happened , I had a partner who beat everyone but me was different in the sense that he was worse than me , my mom told in school, but the school did not respond and, well, my mom wanted to take justice into their own hands ( metaphor ) told my brother to hit him out , lest siguera bothering me until the age of 11 the boy hit me and abused . He spent time in which I had no problem my pre adolescence was almost beautiful . I always had boyfriends sick xD but my first real boyfriend was at 14 , was so beautiful, until we ended the relationship because we never saw , as it did not hurt much, but it was my first boyfriend , daah ( rare moment ) . My worst year was 2012, that in one year , spent too much pressure to heap died my grandmother , my paternal grandfather and aunt , I began to " depression," I missed a lot at school , I realized I have potential in singing, but had no support from anyone, not even family ( not yet available) , I also know that I have a lot of potential drawing and they support me a lot, but the only good thing this year is that I finally found friends, they are now my best friends xD i love last year was very important , reinforced the friendship, and I knew the drink , smoking weed and cigarettes , go out and have fun, my mom let me out, because she knows that I had no friends, so do not know is why. The 2013 was " rampant " for me , I went out a lot, I 'm not one of those people who pick on people kissing and stuff, but the only thing I did that was with my best friend xD, and I also had many problems of adolescence the typical " LET ME bE " and that makes me laugh xD my mom does not know , I think, that I smoke marijuana, just know I like the drink , therefore she knows when I'm drunk , all you do is laugh xDD. So far, that has not passed anything is year is going very well , well that's my life so far, I hope to continue to improve * or * is not a bad life , I say that my life is the worst because there are many worse , many, but not let me pursue what happened to me, I do not go telling all much RAPED mE all the time, because I am ashamed ( you are the first to know ) . Well, I think that's all , I love Monsters brothers much , sometimes I get angry, because of their immaturity , but I give a fuck xD take care and kisses. (Like Mommy Gaga goes more or less like I dropped all this, but I am now much better , many good vibes for her and all ) PAWS UP . <3