I'm sorry if this is a bit long, and maybe no one will read it, but i just feel i have to say it... This drawing - it is me right now. There is a void inside of me and i constantly feel like a part of me is missing. I'm full of so many feelings and i'm empty at the same time. It's like i'm drowning in my own thoughts. But only when i draw i feel like myself, i know that i'm doing the right thing and i'm alive. And it's all because of you, Gaga. 2 years ago, you are the reason i started drawing, and now you are my greatest inspiration! Not only in an artistic way but for my life. You have helped me go through some really dark periods (rn you are the only reason i keep fighting) and i'm so thankful for that. Last night was so emotional for all of us. I'm glad you share your personal struggles with us, and please, don't keep too much to yourself because then it will destroy you, just like the monster in your painting. I truly hope you feel safe with us, because for so many you are the only person we could talk to without being judged. And you have given us so much love, and keep sending support which is amazing. I dont think there is or ever will be a person with such connection to their fans, and dedication to their work. You are art. And an incredible woman, i hope you know that. You, more than anyone, deserve to be happy! I wish i could tell you this in person, and maybe one day i will, but for now all i can do is give you my endless love! Just please, be strong <3 xox #fanart #artpop #drawing #art #love #support #sketch