Well, I know this isn't the best time for this, but I'm really tired of everything... Four years ago, I decided not to be the "fat/ugly/weird girl" anymore. So, suddenly I stopped eating... It's been a hard time, anorexia has consumed my body and my mind. I even needed surgery because my stomach was really hurt... I really don't have to explain a lot about this, because I know you all understand and know how hard is dealing with an ED. Last year, after the surgery, I decided to beat anorexia because it was killing me. I started my recovery, everything was going fine but... Somebody has made a fake Facebook account, where they say that I "was becoming fat again". That I was weak and I'll never be a beautiful girl. That… really destroyed me. I wanted to be positive about that and become stronger, so I decided to tell my classmates about me having anorexia nervosa. All of them supported me, except one girl. You know? I love apple juice, and finally I was drinking it again. During one of the breaks in school I was drinking a bottle of apple juice, she came and told me that I was drinking more calories than I should be. Since that day, I started falling again. Everyday was the same shit: insecurity about my weight again, I didn’t wanna go to school anymore, I cried everyday because of her and her friends. They continued… talking about calories and all that stuff around me. I started feeling sick, I didn’t wanna eat anymore. And why? Because I thought they were my friends; I used to love them, laugh with them, they were special for me. Now I’m in a new school (even if it’s my last year of high school) and broken. All I wanted was being fine. Beat anorexia and help others. I didn’t get that, sadly… So now, I’m here to tell you and all the world that nobody can stop me. Maybe I can’t eat well enough yet, but some day I will. I wanna tell you that you can be strong if you really want to. Don’t let people bring you down… Don’t let them make you cry like they did with me, please. I’m really tired of feeling like this, so I decided to be stronger than ever and smile, even if it’s the hardest thing. I will show the world that I can, through my art, voice, thoughts… and thank you little monsters, for being such an inspiration. Thank you Gaga for this beautiful place, and for being there (through your music) when I needed somebody. ♥ (I’m really sorry for my bad English :C) #bornthisway #EDrecovery #eatingdisorder #recovery #anorexia #everythingwillbeokay #staystrong ♥