It's the first time ever I get to post anything on LM.com. Not that I didn't feel comfortable enough, just that I'm better reading/listening than writing/talking. But the way things turned out since yesterday, made me think a lot and I need to chanel this to you, Mother Monster. First of all, I'd like to say that it's ok for you to be sad. "If you don't have any shadows, you're not in the light" , that's what you said. That's what life is all about, having downs to reach ups, your past is the proof of it. So, don't feel ashamed for not being 100% brave all the time, it's a normal reaction of our organism to fear. Aphrodite is not less divine when she's weak. About the fake friends in your life: just feel blessed they're going. Some auras combine so perfectly with ours, that we get to think that they are special until they show their true essence as a person. Take it as a detox, how much more poison gets out of your presence, cleaner you will be. So, whenever those fake friends of yours quit the scene, just look at your family, little monsters, Taylor, Tara, DJ White Shadow and all the other TRUE friends. About your carrer: just do your thing. Your REAL fans are not the ones who love everything you do, but the ones who support. I honestly think that Born This Way is an album better than ARTPOP. AND SO WHAT??? ARTPOP still has a perfect message, perfect songs and only gave its first steps. I never really cared about being creative untill ARTPOP, but now I see I don't need to be an artist to express myself creatively in my daily routine. So you, little monster, whenever you don't like anything Gaga creates it's ok, just make sure you really got the idea and captured its essence before judging it. So that's basically what I wanted to say (there was probably more, but I just don't get it. xP). Of course, I'd like Gaga to see it, but if she doesn't, at least I feel expressed enough. BUT if you're reading this, Mother, I'd like to ask you two things as your son. One is that you embrace ARTPOP's celebration spirit and be proud of everyhting you've done last year: recovery from surgery, ARTPOP, SwineFest, artRave, Volantis, the ARTPOPapp, etc. And the second is that you stop using any drug (if you still are using them). Although it doesn't feel wrong, I'm sure that you don't need it to be brave. Just come to LM.com and talk to us, like you're doing recently, we LOVE it. Finally, try to keep somethin in mind "I don't need to be on top to know I'm wanted, cuz I'm strong enough to know the truth". I own the world, we own the world!!! xoxoxoxo