Yes! Amen! thats exactly how i feel and thats the same thing i always say,, my family always goes like: (Ohh she dosent give you anything let see when you are broke without money or in the hospital or dying or something shes gonna be there for you no right? etc...) and i think they all are mad and hate her because i say that she is my inspiration and she makes me and keeps me strong and brave and without here i wouldnt be here,, it is like they are jelaous and mad that they cant make me feel the things that she does, those things she make me feel, that shes everything to me and she has power over me, they cant accept that, like they want to be the ones who can make me feel those things but they cant, you guys get me?