being 51 I do feel so much older than most others here but in my heart I'm 20 again. I didn't start accepting myself into my late 40's and am so fortunate to have my boyfriend of 33 years and my love for Stephanie now for the last 6 years just gets me up dancing feeling in my 20's again . Love and kindness really makes life so worth all the hard times we all go though as we grow. Loving animals also brings a lot of Joy and rewards to ones spirit. I must head off to chat with Shirley MacLaine , see you later monsters ππ