I hope u could read this. This is a time of many changes for me. I didn't have a job, I'm photographer, but here in Spain is very difficult to find a job. I'm trying to work for myself, with no luck. I'm almost 29, and I have a very bad feeling about my future, I can't see the light, this darkness is eating me. A month ago my girlfriend finally left me, but I know that the thing isn't gonna work a few months earlier. It was a 4 years old relationship, and thanks to her I could met you in December 2010 in Madrid, a day I would never forget. This last month I felt so bad and different... Listen to Artpop helped me a lot, I really love u Gaga, since the first time I heard Just Dance in 2009. I finally open my mind so I could see the things with another perspective. And now I take the decission of left my country, to move to another places, see the world and find myself, my own way. It won't be easy, but I have to do it, here's not opportunities for me. U will be always with me, like I'm always with u. I hope u could give me strength for this. U didn't know how a few words from U could help me, I really need it @gaga. You are my inspiration.