08 - January - 2014 Today was a crucial start my new life right now, now yesterday my family heard of him and so missed, I'M GAY and at first I was strong for my family, it is not easy to revive, but I I affected me much to see my sister mourn with that disappointment and anguish on her face, my mother behaved more compassionate by the news, for many years was now obvious, all I got was perhaps contempt and disappointment because it was something very strong. I know how they found out was not the best, because I believed in the promises of people who maybe just used me and neither were driving the wrong way, and the way my family learned was viewed as the most tragic messages and even pictures I naively sent to people who are not worth soiling your life, because they already have defined their way into society. I tried talking to my sister and she despised I felt a stab in the depths of my soul, I knew, that she perhaps was wearing one of the biggest hits in her life and I fear that these circumstances my family can break, I know I've acted less correctly, and I worry that all end badly, but there is always a light on the road, and someone will always be there for you never forget I got the call from my brother Rafael, a call that made me remember why I'm here, the story made me realize that their support unconditionally and always be there for me. It's time to be brave because I was born this way @gaga mother monster you to help me, because I'm going through one of the most difficult and crucial moments of my life, which almost just started ask for your brothers support small monsters that's what they are MY BROTHERS and hope everything can happen in the best possible way. With love André Martin Espinosa