OMG!!! I HAVE THE BEST FATHER AND FIANCÉ IN THE WORLD. THEY BOTH PITCHED IN TO BUY ME MEET AND GREET TICKETS FOR THE CLEVELAND ARTPOP BALL AND IM BLOWN AWAY. I NEVER THOUGHT IN A MILLION YEARS I WOULD MEET THE WOMAN WHO HAS LITERALLY SAVED MY LIFE AND ACTUALLY HAVE A REAL CHANCE TO GIVE HER A HUG AND THANK HER FOR ALLOWING ME TO REALIZE LIFE IS WORTH LIVING!!! IM 30 YEARS OLD WITH MANY UPS AND DOWNS THAT I HAVE HAD TO GO THROUGH BUT I REALIZE THAT EVERYONE HAS UPS AND DOWNS TOO IF NOT BETTER OR WORSE. I UNFORTUNATELY HAVE LUPUS AND ALMOST DIED 5 YEARS AGO FROM A BLOOD CLOT IN THE BASE OF MY BRAIN BUT I AM SO HAPPY I SURVIVED BECAUSE GAGA HAS LIFTED MY SPIRITS EVERYDAY SINCE! I REALLY NEVER HAD IT EASY BECAUSE I WAS BULLIED ALL THROUGHOUT SCHOOL AND I ALSO HAVE ADD, DEPRESSION, AND BIPOLAR DISORDER. SOMEHOW I MUSTER UP THE STRENGTH TO GET OUT OF BED EVERYDAY BUT ITS NOT EASY... MY MOTIVATION LACKS AND SOMETIMES I WONDER WHY I AM A NEEDED PART OF SOCIETY. WELL ONE THING IS FOR SURE, MY FIANCÉ BRANDY IS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE AND AFTER BEING TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF AND ABUSED BY EX's IN THE PAST, SHE HAS SHOWN ME A NEW WORLD OF WHAT ITS TRULY LIKE TO FEEL LOVE. SHE EVEN PROPOSED TO ME EARLIER THIS YEAR IN CHICAGO WHICH WAS SUPPOSED TO BE AT THE LINE AT GAGA's CONCERT WITH A FLASH MOB, BUT BECAUSE SWEET GAGA HURT HERSELF BRANDY WAS ABLE TO IMPROVISE IT IN FRONT OF THE BEAN. LUCKILY WE WERE FORTUNATE ENOUGH TO ATTEND THE LAS VEGAS BTWB IN FRONT ROW MONSTER PIT WHICH WAS BEYOND AMAZING BUT MY ONE TRUE DREAM WAS TO MEET MOTHER MONSTER!! I HOPE I HAVENT RAMBLED ON TOO MUCH WITH THIS AND JUST KNOW THAT ALL OF THIS COMES FROM MY HEART!!! GAGA, IF YOU HAPPEN TO READ THIS, WHICH I DOUBT, I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT YOU ARE EVERYTHING AND I LOVE YOU MORE THAN WORDS CAN DESCRIBE!!! I CANT WAIT TO MEET YOU IN MAY!!! PAWS UP!!! XOXOXO #mothermonster #ladygaga #gaga #lupus #littlemonsters #GoddesOfLove #bipolar #depression #cleveland #ARTPOP BALL #ohio #ARTRAVE @gaga