Well Since I was a kid in elementary school, I've struggled with my weight, depression, my appearance, and well, just being happy. I've always known I was bisexual since I was in Kindergarten. Since Elementary, I've had many suicidal attempts and thinking about them makes me sick because that is something a kid should NEVER have to even think about. All around me was just negative energy. There was always something wrong with me, whether it was how I looked, how I talked, how I walk, or anything. You name it, and someone would call me out on it. It never stopped, not even in High School. It never really bothered me until It I would repeat it in my head.....then I became my biggest bully. To this day, I am 19 and I'm still struggling with my weight and my depression. There are days I don't eat and days I just lock myself in my room. I feel alone. I know this wont last forever, but this trip is really hurting me. I hope one day I can just bury all of this and get passed it, but I don't think these scars will allow it. I just want to be happy. I just want to be happy with myself. #PersonalUpdates #LittleMonsters