I feel very sad about all I've been reading the past hours, since I hadn't come to Lm.com in a while and just seeing what is happening breakes my heart because something is not working in this family. Something upsets me and I guess many of you too. Why the hell some of us are pushing our mother to such an unnecesary pain? why if we should be her maximum and glorious source of joy? I don't know about you but I, since I declared myself crazy about this woman, this amazing human being, I promised god that I would support her till the end. In such a way that she became the reason why I wanted to be someone in life, I learned English only to be able to tell her something like this one day, I became an impersonator in order to express my love in another level, in such a way that I could spread her message around the world and I actually do! And as not everything is always forever I also kept going with a dream to work for her someday, as I do make up, design clothes and finally got graduated as a teacher with the only purpose of working for the btw foundation and be helpful in a way, in any possibly way for her. Why? if any of this may never become real. I'll tell you why.. Just because I found a reason to do all that, just because I'm too grateful and I do realize how much determination this woman has put in my life with her existence. I hurts when you betray her, It hurts when you can´t be able to just breathe and think things twice before saying something. I would put my chest in front of a knife for her, that is what family does when a member is being hurt. I call you all to relax, smoke a cig or something! We are not loosing what we have just for saying things we don't really feel... I can only say thank you, you should only thank your entire life. I admire her ability to still love us after all this... I love you Gaga!! forever here for u