I really don't know how to thank you all...I mean, I really didn't expect this happen to me!! Omg I don’t know what to say.. I never been so happy like this before D: I feel alive! AAGGHH!!! Thank you everyone :) I know it's so easy to say " Thank you so much everyone!! " But really. I want to thank you and I am so happy and want to hug and kiss you all right now. I wanna be with you all right now. I know it's my fault for being sad and depressed. It's my body and my brain that I have to control my feelings to feel better... But even though it's my mistake you all still gave me so much love and hope! I am so touched. And while reading all your words for me I smiled so much I mean, I'd never smiled like this before in my life! I smiled just like the Dope cover! xP I really want to cry…never felt so warm before…of course I feel happy and warm with my family :) But this time it feels different. I think I can finally now understand Gaga about what ARTPOP means… Never felt like this before.. Again, thank you everyone sooo much for giving me love, hope, advice to me :) I really want to say more but I don't know what to say more D: I hope I can meet you all someday :) I know it’s weird to say like this but you ALL just saved my life :) I’m so glad I’m a little monster :) Thank you for giving me love and advice @gaga @ritarivasplata @aaron.mak.184 @idrunkygaga @nopanties69 @bloodymaryne @mothermonsterass @akhuda2 @ladymacabre @popatemyart @gabofashion @emily.bonheim @ioana.serediuc @tanelikemppi @max9 @craigo1 @littlemonsterbridget @popmarytr @lex23 @gabbylmonster @robo1 @xdashlydia @rafaeluserooo @immai4i @harry4455 @tassiacris @aili.camia @carolinablackmagdalene @flashinglight @poetryyinmotion @koolamz97 @alexx @sarahmccleskey1 @callmepanda @bethyboo @mikeymccampbell @motherhookermonstah @moonjgd @camimonster @alessandrolittlemonster95 @leeleegaga18 @atarek4real @mmmonsterface @kamiyu @jobey @lydiaxb @galt @boluchita @sabihagarova7 @akhuda2 @tanika@beonka @orisaltzman @shelgermanottaarmstrong @ldclm @hausofglo @gagaamour @justhatepeople @hendrix @wetterick @marykuchanable @briannatty @danaelhornby @erictheblackdeath @alienrose @tinaller @pevalwen @scottyxgaga @gagafan565 @orisaltzman @zoha I LOOVE YOU ALL!!!! XOXOXO THANK FOR LOVING ME AND MY ART!!