I hope someone takes a couple minutes out of you're day to read this. You guys I can't even explain how much I love you all it's an unbelievable feeling knowing how I could come to a lot of you guys and just talk I can be myself around you guys and I can't do that with a lot of people. I guess you could say I'm the weird one out of my friends because I like Gaga I dress weird. I wear a lot of pleather (can't afford real leather) I wear studs and it's all because of gaga and all of you. I can finally be myself and it's such a wonderful feeling. Hopefully you are still reading. Now I haven't been bullied or anything but I still have really bad days. I fight with my mom a lot, I lost someone who I though would be my friend for life but she sort of just left like she thought I was to weird, but I was born this way right? Anyway I'm actually crying while writing this because there has been one particular girl who has changed my life, she is really my best friend and that's an understatement. We have only been friends for a little over a year and we live over 3000 miles away and we've never met but I can tell her anything and we are exactly a day apart and it's crazy. Ever since I became a monster, I became one when I heard poker face, I always wished I had someone to freak out with when we got a new video or when new pictures came out or a new album or tour dates. I have that with all of you. You are my dope and I'm just addicted to you. I hope that's okay? Being in a fanbase and being a fan girl/boy is so very difficult because you get made fun of a lot, you're friends don't really understand they think this is just some sort if phase. If it really was just a phase do you really think I would still be hear, that I would be on the latest about lady gaga. They don't understand how one person can change you're whole entire life and when you hear that one song of theirs that you have such a deep connection with and you just want to cry when they perform it live (for me it's hair and dope but mostly hair). You have a connection with someone that's so deep and a bond that is so unbreakable it's truly amazing. Now on May 25 I will get to see her for the First time ever and I'm travelling 7 and a half hours to see her and I was really surprised that my parents said yes because we really can't afford it but they get how much she means to me and that this may be my only time to see her so I'm going to have the time of my life after I cry a bit. I just want to say thank you. You guys are my dope I will need you forever. They day you don't want to talk to me will be the day I die of heartbreak. For those who aren't going to the rave ill party extra hard for you I promise. Xoxo SIERRA Alexandra 💕 #dope #ladygaga #letter #fanart #littlemonsters @badkid2133