So today i opened up to my mom again after she didn't accept me for who i am 2 years ago, today i was crying and she asked me what was wrong, i didn't want to tell her but she kept asking and i told her. I told her how i felt in the inside, how hard it was for me to survive without her support, i was crying like hell it was really hard for me to talk about it, she's a bit mad but she said that she'll let me be and tell me her opinions but obviously if she doesn't like something i wont care. Im a bit happy now, but its gonna be hard for me to get used to showing her who i really am in the inside. Hopefully 2014 will be a better year (: