somewhereibelong’s post

And i feel so awkward with this. I hope i will find some people here who have the same problem!

Littlemonsters are all kinds of people. A lot of them feel uncomfortable because they are bullied in school for their personality. Or they look very different so people make fun of it. I am so sorry for you, in almost every schoolclass i knew people who experienced bullying it is a horror. I will always be with you. But what about those,who are too afraid to be outgoing? Like me. I feel weird too,but not for my crazyness or something. I am just really quiet and shy. I felt like an uncool loser my whole life. I never was popular and i'm still not. I don't have a big problem with that anymore but my few friendships are going to break right now and i feel more and more alone. I just want to get the fuck outta me,but i always think too much what people would think about me. i know i can be loud (i am at home lol) but when i'm in school i feel so little in front of those "cool" kids in my class who think they are the best shit ever. What kinda annoys me too is that i am almost the only one here around with that shyness problem. I am sure i'm the most unpopular one in my class. Oh i wish so much that i would meet a lovely person who battles with this too. I just want some friends who know what i am talking about. Because my friends don't care.

Gerald Hubert@popatemyart 11y

Things will change. As hard as it is to be positive sometimes, it's the only way. Your school is not the world and the others kids will change too. There are more people like you out there.

ϟtΣƖןןa WƖןןam ϟƘƦƖןןΣx@yuyis 11y

im bullied every day at school :'( but i slowly became brave because of gaga , she made me feel alive , strong , and she made me love myself dor who i am , i know sometimes i feel like its too much , and i wanna give up , but i remember how beautiful is this life and how beautiful my family is <3 i love my sis nd brothers from LM.com <3 i love my MotherM <3

Avvy@zaneinsane 11y

I relate to you on many levels....I'm a freshman in high-school and I constantly get talked about behind my back and it bothers me A LOT.I have a skin condition and a group of people always make fun of me in class....and I never say anything back, because I'm shy. It brought me to the point of crying alone in the room and saying to myself: "You are a loser, nobody will ever like you, you are so ugly....etc" but then, I always remember that I have a family that will never judge me, the little monsters....I picture my Mother Monster saying to me : "Don't f**king give up on me!" and then I pick myself up. I also have a giant crush since two years (and ongoing) on a guy in my Math class, and guess what? never had 1 casual conversation with him because I'm shy...I'M SICK OF BEING SHY!

Jack Melrose@jackamel 11y

story of my life xD

Ryan-monster-craig@craigo1 11y

When I was I. Primary school I was in my own little world, now I almost have the whole year as a friend, I have never experienced the popular group the schools I have been to there was no structure like that, I have been bullied but since I have been in high school that has stopped, everyone excepts who I am, because I stood up I said I'm gonna be my self, I'm loud, but I'm shy but my friends have let me come out of my shell, but for anyone who experiences anything bad, who is bullied and who's the marginalized, I will be there, I may have been fortunate enough to have so many people that have loved me for 5 years, I'm not popular, I am seen as the weird one but I don't know everyone just excepts me,so never let your shyness stop you shine in your own way and be yourself

Marry The Night@yst10ml 11y

Life is a game of win/lose. Every time you gain something, you have to lose another and vice versa. Unfortunately, you can't have everything. I have struggled all my life with that problem, too. Guess I was just lucky that God sent me two wonderful friends who understood me in different times in my school life. I spent so much time with them and thought I was OK but the truth is that prevented me from realising I HAVE to find a way to get along with people. We are social creatures, in the end. You don't have to trust everyone you meet because they will hurt you but you need to be patient and I'm sure you will find there are people who care about you in some way. Don't lose hope!

wetterick@wetterick 11y

Hey it's like reading my own life story.. I mean I'm totally like you. But you know it only happened it schools (middle or high school) when I entered uni I felt like I need to get rid of these things and start over. The point is, believing in yourself is important. It's the hardest thing to do but trust me, I was in your place and it felt really uncomfortable. But finally I got the courage to show the real me and hey, you have to try. Hope this help you Rebecca :)

Leo@leocorp 11y

i feel the exact same way :(, can i be your friend?

Huan Chong Sien@faythuan 11y

I feel for you, I remember when attending a concert alone by myself and I happen to see a LGBT fan group (or at least pro-gay with the rainbow flag and all), I want to talk to them and maybe even get to know them since I don't know any gays here in Malaysia but I was too shy... I always regret it even after 2 years.

Nico loreto@nicosquishymonster 11y

You have the exact same problem as I do :( I am always insecure in front of people especially the "cool" kids at school. I've always felt like an outcast and alone. I am always sad when I look in the mirror because I feel ugly and fat and I just wanna be like the cool kids at school. I'm afraid that when I talk people would make fun of me. I sat alone at lunch for the most of my life. It hurts. And I don't know why I can't be like the other kids. I wish I had more self confidence. I always try to hide myself at school, and I wake up everyday hoping that nobody would make fun of me. You're not alone :(

Adrian Tejeda@adriant13 11y

Me too. i i know exactly how you feel. I feel awkward/ nervous talking to new people but with my friends I'm perfectly comfortable. So, you're not alone!

Mohsen b†w@mohsen 11y

Shy mother father

Sara†Mons†er@thezhashk 11y

I feel you, boo.

Mikala Mons†er@mik13ala 11y

EXACTLY! Finally someone who feels the same way I feel!

Emily@ladygaga102 11y

Lol best shit ever, hang in there and don't be afraid to be who u are after all u where born this way <3

Melissa Martinez@tatteddoee30 11y

I'm really shy too and so my social life is really fucked up:(

Charlotte @charlottemonsterkat 11y

I never used to talk at all in school so could never be myself it felt like a trap but when I moved to college I decided I was going to talk and be myself it wasn't easy at first but my confidence it improving a lot, I know you'll get there be who you want to be, don't change for anyone but yourself! ❤️

Claire@lhuna 11y

I feel your pain. I'm home schooled so I have never had a friend. I feel very different so I get shy out of embarrassment. I hope you have a nice day!

Martin@bornmartin 11y

Be strong honey, the more you will, the more you'll have self confidence

Josh White@ogoshitsjosh96 11y

You're so beautiful 😊