After five years with an eating disorder (first two pictures) I finally decided to recover (last picture) and despite how hard it is, I've never been happier. Even when I don't want to eat or hate how I look in the mirror, @gaga gets me through it. She's helped me so much the past year and every time I feel like restricting, I think of her and the message she constantly sends to us monsters--that personality and creativity have NOTHING to do with how our bodies look. She's helped me more than she'll ever know and, in light of Thanksgiving, I'm forever thankful and grateful for that <3 #BODYREVLOUTION #Recovery #Gaga #MotherMonster #DWUW #Body #EatingDisorder #Love #Courage #selfharm #Artpop #Littlemonsterpost #Thankful #thanksgiving