Today is my birthday, celebrating 20 years, an important goal for me. 20 years , 5 of which passed with Gaga. I follow you from the beginning , I always believed in you since I saw you the first time, in 2008. In these five years I have changed many things, so many people went away and left me , because I grew up I developed a personality a bit ' lonely , and I built a wall, for what people did to me , even for 8 years of bullying suffered, but now I'm trying to get stronger , and this is also thanks to Gaga. To me you are an example of strength and independence , thanks to you I discovered so many parts of me, how to accept my sexuality . And I 'm still suffering for so many of my problems , sometimes I am tired of fighting , but then I think that you're here with me, even if not physically but mentally , and go back to smile again . I hope one day to become brave enough to be able to finally defeat my demons. You are an inspiration to me, I love your music like your art, and your person. I learned a lot from you, and you are one of the most important parts of my life. I'm not going to tell what I have, but I just wish that one day all steps, and is passing, thanks to you. The Fame Monster and Born This Way helped me to overcome many demons inside and outside of me, and now ARTPOP it is continuing to do . Thank you for what you are to me , thank you for helping me to fight and stand still , and to be strong. I am not yet brave enough to say that I've made , but you are my example , I want to realize myself and become a better person , even if some of my problems stop me , but it is also thanks to you now I'm here . I miss you so much , I saw you for the first time in Milan on 1/2 October 2012, and for me it was a dream. The Born This Way Ball Tour has given me back my life, I have never felt so alive and at peace with myself like that night . I love ARTPOP , makes me feel free and it gives me enormous bang energy . I can not wait to see you again, I miss you so much . I love you.