I can not believe that I am finally 18 !!! I want to use this post to say that I love you Mons†ers !!! You are my family and you were all there for me when I needed you the most <3 Thanks to everyone ! In love, Eric ! :) A special note for Gaga ( it would be a dream come to for me if she reads this *eek*) : Dear Mom, I turn 18 today . I am astonished, because there where moments in my life when I have thought, that I am never going to reach the 18 ... Thanks to you and your strength you turned me into a confident guy who was willing to refuse to be the victim ! I have found a lot of friends by now... I am just "So Happy I Could Die" ! A big thank you and a big kiss reaches out for you !:) PS: I hope to see you in Berlin on October 24. I was not able to get a ticket to meet you, but maybe I will be able to take a quick view of you on the street !:) I pray for it every night !:) ok, I hope my english was not that bad ! Paws Up Forever, Eric :*