I got treatment for my panic disorder and depression about thirteen years ago and it's like a whole new world opened up to me and my life is so much better. I wish you all the best! Paws Up Little Monster.
It's great that you're getting help, ego is the enemy of healing, the first step tends to be the hardest, and that steps tends to be getting over fear and ego enough to actually find help. Genuine love and thoughts over the ARTPOP Universe coming from me to you!