First of all , I want to say that I am really sorry for your lost and I also want to let you know that every LM is here for you !
PS: My dad died exactly 5 years ago. Sometimes I feel lonely, but then I wonder: " Why do I feel lonely?! He is still in my heart and he will always be there, wherever I go or however I feel . His love will always be there, because love is stronger then death !"
A big Mons†er Hug for you !:)
Paws Up!