Hi monsters, I just write this because you are my family and I feel almost depressed because I came to USA for 1 month and that was my big dream, I just want meet people, practice the English and the most important.. Go to NY and meet mother monster, but today I give up, my family aren't what I thought!, they make feel so bad and I don't want stay here anymore, I will go to my country before to time because I cant more!! and I'm crying because I leave my dreams behind!! is so frustrating!! OH Lord! I feel empty, without life, I don't know what I do now... just coming home and cry because I was so close to my dream and look... wow! I Never thought this would happen monsters... never...