Let yourself go just a bit and you'll have plenty friends! and remember, i'm your friend, even though we don't know each other you can count on me if you need something! i don't know you but i love you! i send you a bug hug and kiss!! ♥
i'm shocked that such a cute and handsome boy like you feels not good enough for someone! Beauty comes from within, remember that and outside of that i can assure you how beautiful you are. Gorgeous eyes, eyebrows, smile, perfect hair, strong jaw things that i wish i had so don't worry about that!! And by your problem with life, things will get better but if you don't resist the more time you'll wait for that light you're waiting for! i recommend you to do an activity out of your comfort, try something new, whatever you want, a sport, enter the choir of your school, learn an instrument you'll develop new skills and make friends and learn something for you.