For awhile I was really confused with myself and identity. I didn't know what felt better, to be a guy or a girl. I constantly would dream of my fantasy waking up with the parts I wanted and beautiful long hair. After Gagz VMA performance I felt like I was channeled so much energy. Happy energy to just accept myself for what I have. To crash the critics and say FUCK off and be who ever I want to be. TO wake up one day and say I am girly and the next moment to sporting a queerish look. No matter what I will always stay true to my saying: If life was a video and I could have selected my gender at birth, I would have chosen female. But life never hands you options, you just have to take what you can get!