This past year my life been fucked up. I never thought that I'd be bullied at 20 years old like really? "Im a big boy if someone is looking for shit Im'a kick his ass !" That's what I was thinking until I found this guy, I fell in love with him so hard it was like he hypnotized me. My friends and family knew there was something wrong between us they warned me but I was thinking "No guys you don't know him as good as I do". But obviously there was something wrong. After 10 days of dating we never kissed & I wanted to make love to him, but he never wanted to. I didn't take it wrong like there's not only sex in life. 2 weeks later I was still trying but nothing, not even a kiss there was only kisses on the cheeks. I started to get a little mad and asked him why but nothing. A day later he sent me a text saying "Yo babe, join me at the garage" a place we used to go to smoke weed and chill. When I arrived he was sitting here with 2 guys and a girl who was taking a video. They all started to make fun of me, they said rude things and I didn't get it. Then my "boyfriend" told me it was all a lies that he never loved me and that "fucking gays" have to pay for leading the human being at its "peak bullshit". They started to kick the fuck out of my ass and I was here lame I did nothing I could have protect myself or escape but nothing I was paralyzed by shame. An hour later they posted the video on facebook and they had more than 150 likes and 10 share I really didn't understand. They did Memes of me and that stuff for a week, they were inspired. So I stayed home for 2 months, doing nothing but crying and hurting myself then I left my city, my friends, my family because I couldn't stand it anymore everybody knew who I was, that stupid gay bitch who got fooled and beated up I had nothing left to do but leave. When I heard about Gaga's come back it all made a *BADAOOOM* in my mind. You know tabloids and shit said so many fake and tought things about her, but she doesn't give a shit as ALWAYS & she's coming back! And I was like what if I did the same? Coming back? To my city, to face the people, my bullies, my fears. I changed my life. I am in recovery. Its not only my hair or my dress style that only has changed, I changed my mind, my lifestyle and believe me or not this "heartbreak" is the best thing that happened in my life. Nowadays I can laugh about it and make jokes about what happened & the most important is that I found my soul mate :) #MemeOfTheStory #FunnyNotFunny #LoveisLove #heartbeat #fantasy