We live for the APPLAUSE! Monsters, please, help me, I want from Gaga to notice me. It's long time since I am monster. She helped me with accepting who I am. When I was younger I was really fat and I was bullied in school every day. I had some days when I wanted to end my life. I wanted to cut myself, or jump from a bridge.. But then I realized that my real family , and my monater family is here for me. Now, I am stronger than before because of you :-) <3 THANK YOU