I wait 9 years for my next eye-surgery. My first operation has failed.. Now I hope it'll be better. Tomorrow I go for surgery and I hope I will be dreaming about All monsters and Gaga. I want hear Applause in my head. I'm standing here with full power! I'm ready the change my life which was full of shits, bullying and fear. Thank you monsters for your support and thank you Mommy monster for making me brave!!!