Well, like all monsters have shared their stories about identity difficult, I just wanted to share mine, well'll start that my parents are separated it caused me much grief in the niñees as other children had mom and dad and I feeling quite alone, my mom eventually strove and fought for me to get out later she works hard every day to earn the food and give my best, I always felt different, I felt it did not fit I took refuge in the anime ( Japanese animation) to hide certain things and enter into a world totally false, eventually the other kids at my school harassed me laughed at me I was always very shy scared me be myself, many times I wanted to die and even more when I assumed he was gay because in my family is an issue of them unforgivable and nobody knows, my mother hates gays and whenever the subject comes up I stay silent and I will mourn for my room and listen to free hair , the guys who were my neighbors also yelled things struck me much shit homophobic between callus on my sometimes did not want to leave my house and I was locked in the room, try to kill myself when I was 14 and did not want the life I was playing, eventually I met a guy and fell in love with him, he was the best, but everything just because his mother knew all that had happened between us and she walked away from me, I fell into a terrible depression ate, watched anime , cried thinking bad things, wore dark, I hated my body and my bangs hid my face: '(this is why I identified hair too .... eventually learned to overcome the pains of love and met new people my world it began opening met friends who loved me as it was and assumed he was gay and everything happened because I met gaga, I always found weird and ugly always criticized before I was very good at criticizing things and when I met gaga was when listen to born this way I saw the lyrics and barely heard her cry and that made me feel loved by someone then eventually started to love gaga and I'm very grateful for what you've cast on my never would have shown my face in a photo, never would I still front with someone, never would have assumed that being gay is not bad, monster mother one day together doing art work and thanks for everything you deserve the best, actually even my mother does not know I'm gay even live in a society that discriminates against us, and I have fear of causing tremendous pain my mom prefer that everything be in secret with her and when the time seriously to tell it say, gaga you have given me the courage to keep living and you and your music gave me back the desire to not let anyone hurt me or harass me with all my heart thank you very much I love you.