Gaga, i need to tell you something. You have been my inspiration and you keep me alive. I know that sounds really weird, but your music and your fashion keeps me believing in myself . Because I know you believe in me , even though you have no idea who I am , but that's what's so beautiful. I didn't become a little monster until the Marry the night music video came out. once i saw your raw passion and your meltdown in Marry The Night, i realized you were much more than i thought you were. I feel so bad for not being a little monster from the beginning. I wish I knew who you really where in the beginning. But you taught me something, you taught me not to judge people. Before I knew who you were, I use to think you were so weird and different. Everyone around me said "oh that lady gaga is so weird" I guess I just fell for that judgement.but then I started watching your interviews and really listening to your music. Your such a beautifully theatrical down to earth intelligent human being. Now I don't judge people, at all. Because I judged you , and now your my idol and you are absolutely perfect to me. Throughout this past year i have realized how strong our love for you is. I went to the Born This Way Ball in Dallas Tx and I didn't think you could inspire me anymore,but you did. When i was driving away from the Ball i felt like i was leaving you. lets just say i was a complete MESS . At the Born This Way Ball i felt so free !! i felt like i belonged there! And you were less than 25 feet away from me!! It was everything i wanted. my idol was in front of me , and all my friends were beside me with beautiful music playing through my soul ! And when I was driving away , I felt like I was driving away from all that. I missed you . I'm crying thinking about it. It was so perfect! But once I found out you were in pain, i didn't know what to do. I prayed that God would take your pain away and give it to me instead. The day you got your surgery I was praying and telling me friends about you. I was so worried about you. I didn't want you to be hurt. And when you came out in your wheelchair I felt a since of relief but sorrow . I knew we all had a long journey to rehab. When you were recovering I saw some monsters stay and some monsters fade. Some betrayed . And now with you back healthy I couldn't ask for more, with the album on the way and a new beginning, I guess I just wanted to say, I am so proud to be a Little Monster . And I will always be proud of you. Love you.