Today monsters I told the rest of my family I was gay. Well shit hit the fan when this happened. I was attacked and my family told me I was sick and wrong and I'm goin to hell and everything. So I'm sitting there crying trying to defend myself. I had no one there to have my back or defend me at all. I told my family I was born this way and ofc they said no u wasn't its a choice. I said when the fuck did u decide to b str8 if it's a choice? They didn't say a damn thing. Then I said I surpressed who I am for years I've known I was gay since I was at least 6 or 7. But the way u guys brain washed me I was to afraid to b who I was and was afraid god hated me. It was coming to a point where I wanted to slit my own throat than to tell u guys I'm gay that's how depressed I was getting. My fam looked at me shocked and dumb founded. So all of us r crying at this point. I said I chose my life and to b who I was born to b. idgaf what u guys think at all anymore love sees no gender. U r supposedly Christian and I thought we were all about love and not judging others? They said we aren't judgin u we r jus stating our opinion. I said I didn't fuckin ask for ur opinion and when u start payin my bills and shit ur opinion will never matter. I said this is y non Christians want nothing to do with our religion bc of ppl like u. U r so judgmental and want to talk shit about everyone but don't wanna look at urselves. I am Christian and I'm gay ik Gpd loves me and he made me this way and he don't make mistakes. They replied God does love u but hates ur sin. I said well u sin to so don't even go there, there's alot in the bible that u all dont follow so dont go there with me I said. After today I pretty much have no family. Only mayb a few fam members that accept me. My own mom didnt even have my back in this fight. Monsters I feel so alone rn :'( there's no point in even talking to my fam cuz they will never understand. I told them to not judge something they don't understand. My aunt told me that she is gonna kick my cousin out cuz she's gay which is rlly fucked up. If she actually does this ill let her move n with me. My fam is so fucked up n the head. They told me this was a bigger deal than my teenage cousin gettin his gf pregnant. I told them no it's not u act like I'm killin ppl or sellin drugs. I work and go to school and I am hurting no one. It's not my problem u feel embarrassed idgaf. What I do don't affect u or anyone but myself. Then I jus left cuz I was to upset to fight anymore. I jus need some support rn guys pls :'(