

Stellina @isulaturchina
Body Revolution
Body Revolution
Hi Monsters !
Here's my Body Revolution. Last year, I got tired of my body. I got tired of being called "fat" by my father, listening to his jokes about my weight, his comments everytime I was eating. The most painful to me, wasn't even the image he has about me but the fact that, no one in my family would confort me after his bad words, or after seeing me crying because of him. You know, my father isn't a bad person. I know he loves me, and he was there when I felt really bad for many reasons but, I never understood why he hates my body that much. It's weird, and that hurts me, I really don't understand.
Anyway, I tried to be brave, and accept myself as I am (I still try 'cause I still feel fat and ugly). I tried not to let my complex destroy my life but, i failed obviously. So in december, with the help of my mother, I started to change my eating habits. You know, "eat healthier". And that worked pretty well. I'm still overweight though... and It's more and more complicated to keep going on with my diet. I feel like I'll never love myself anyway. I'll never stop feeling like a shit in everything I do, everything I am.
Do you think I'll be able to, one day ?
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