Today was the most scariest day I have ever had I actually came out to my mom today. Her and I were driving to a college I mayb want to attend and I figured this would be a perfect time to come out to her so if she freaked out it would be jus us and if she had questions I could answer them. I previously written a letter a week or so teling her I was gay (well im rlly bi but im basically borderline lesbian girls r way more prettier jus sayin haha). So im driving and I pull out a letter telling her to pls read it. My mom says why what is it? I said jus read it, so she starts reading and out the corner of my eye I c her jus look at me and her mouth wide open and she says no your not your lyin. So I said mom finish my letter then talk. So after she finishes she gets real quiet. I said so what do you have to say. My mom says you were not raised that way ( mind u my mom is a conservative Christian) and two men or two women together is disgusting and ur sick. I didn’t take these words to heart bc I kno its jus shock talking she didn’t think b4 sayin that she was jus runnin off emotion. I told her mom I cant help how I feel I jus didn’t wake up like this jus like u didn’t wake up like u r, I kno u will never accept my lifestyle and that’s ok bc everyone is intitled to there beliefs and opinions but I jus want u to accept me as ur daughter still. She didn’t say much after that which knowing my mom that means ok. Later on n the day she asked me why did u tell me now? I said bc I was tired of lying to u and hiding who I am. She said I rather u b pregnant than this. I said mom its not that serious im not killing people or doing drugs, my sexual orientation is different. She jus sat there. I told her I also told u now so u have time to let it set in and comprehend everything and ask me questions. And she replied ok yeah I see. So I went and started talking about my ex gf and how she broke up with me twice and ripped my heart out and I asked my mom how can I get over her fully. My mom said Ash u gotta get rid of every pic and anything of hers and jus completely forget her and don’t talk about her at all. My mom saying this makes me feel that its starting to set in and shes starting to feel more comfortable. I also told my mom that my friend offered to carry my baby if I married a girl and we bothed laughed so my descion to finally coming out to her was a gr8 one! I can c her slowly opening up and asking questions more. I jus wanna say to u monsters my mom doesn’t hate anyone no matter the gender she jus has different views than we do. She treats everyone the same and with diginity shes a wonderful women. Also THANK YOU a bunch to every single one of u who wished me luck and said I was brave! When I read those comments it literally almost made me cry bc u guys made me feel loved and accepted and that was such a big help giving my mom that letter! My advice to anyone who hasn’t came out is to do so! U deserve to b happy and b who u were born to b! Writing a letter like I did is the best option so u can put all ur feelings on paper without being interrupted! Well Monsters thank u for reading my story and helping thru this u guys and gaga made me brave today I couldn’t of done it without u! Monster love! :D