I kind of know how you feel. When I was in 3rd grade, we were going to breed rats and take care of the babies. Sadly, both of the rats died before they had babies :'(
You're brave for being true to yourself and posting this. Don't listen to the negative criticism. Jacob is cute even in death. Sorry to hear about his passing :(
I am so terribly sorry for your loss of your furry friend. It is always difficult to loose ones' pets. I have lost many, but I try to be GAGA brave and remember the great moments that I had with them. It will take you a while to give. This is understandable. Please message me via my profile if you need anyone to listen/support u now. I just know that there is a special place where they are until we see them again. Sarah <3