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Yasi Monster @yasi

My story of body revolution

well yeah this is kind of unexpected, but here it goes: I was always naturally skinny, just born that way... but almost 4 months ago had a scoliosis surgery. I almost lost my hope and faith in everything. I couldn't walk without help for a month and it hurt me. I thought I could never walk again. Although now I'm all good I can do anything, I can't dance ballet anymore for my whole life, and ballet was one of my biggest passions. I still have a surgery scar and though it can be removed with laser, I'm very insecure about it. For that time, I couldn't work out and I started hating my body more and more each day so I decided to get more thin. I wanted to have a really skinny body like models. Here I am, having a BMI of only 15.5 and weighting 88 lbs only. I can't help the fact that when I realize I'm getting skinnier I get happier. Now days, everyone tells me I looks sick & anorexic and it's breaking me because I can't eat. I just can't. I really feel hopeless and I want to start eating again. I know you monsters are supportive. I just need some faith...

RaquelB@raquelb26 12y

I have scoliosis too.... hurts much, need a corset. Be strong and happy, I wish you all the best!!! Love u honey, xoxoxoxoxo

† Annie@anniinaleskinen 12y

Be strong hun :*

Susanna Miller@xdashlydia 12y

When I first saw this picture I thought "The bitten-up apple core sees itself as a whole apple; this is a wonderful metaphor for survival and bravery." Then I read your story, and I understand you can be the healthy whole apple. Recovering from major surgery can be frustrating and discouraging, but remember Gaga did it and she, too, appreciated the support of all the Monsters. Maybe there is another style of dance or a sport that you could do and enjoy? Consult with a doctor, nutritionist, or physical therapist; it's more important to be healthy than skinny. (I myself learned that the hard way when I was very young.) As for the models, remember that most of them are airbrushed anyway. ;)

Valentina.@idrunkygaga 12y

My weight is the thing im worried the most about myself. Please eat girl! I know you can be strong, always keep in mind that youre beautiful no matter what anyone says. Much love xx

Anderson@anduarte 12y

I also struggle with my weight, I'm extremely skinny but I never did anything to be that way, I just can't eat as much as other people. I really know how frustrating it is to have people saying things about how you look when they don't understand how hard it is for us. It's already great that you want to start eating again, but in my opinion the best thing to do is have a medical support too, like a nutritionist. Then you will be able to start eating again in a healthy way and get better. Just don't give up and know that you can do anything if you really want to! Also, you have all the monsters on your side ;D

Katie Anderson@ladygaga1997xx 12y

Stay strong, we are all here for you! If you need someone to talk to just message me :) keep ur paws up and think positive xx

Rubén Mosquera@monstercid 12y

ohhhhhhh!!!!! la mejor imagen e historia que he visto hoy

♕Maüricio Avelar♕@mauavelar25 12y

All people say that I'm so skinny but when I look ay myself in a mirror I look myself so so FUCKING FAT! I hate to looking FAT!

CHILO.....@chiloaguilera 12y

have you tried getting high? it can actually help if you use it for medical reasons! keep your head up!!

Sara†Mons†er@thezhashk 12y

Believe in yourself, little monster. We believe in you. :)

Ca$h@iamladytash 12y

You are beautiful. There are many ways to still pursue your passion. I hope you gain the strength to do what makes you happy, and remember, Mother Monster and your Monster brothers and sisters will always love u and support u no matter what u go through.

John William@littlemonster456 12y

You are making me sad! don't worry! Be strong, I know you can get through it, Paws Up

Iván Gómez@ivanofes 12y

Amazing image , so wonderful :D

Adriana@littleelfada 12y

Hey, you're beautiful and you don't have to listen to other people, i know you can make it and we all believe in you. Be strong x

Giuseppe Pizzardi@sicilianmonster 12y

Happiness stars with sadisfaction. Sadisfaction stars with looking at what you have got what yo uhave got is Live.Live is the ultimative opputrunaty to be the medium of that energy that we call as divine.The divine part of human soul allowes you go through live knowingly and that makes you feeling alive and it permites you suffer to be a ort of reminder and teacher. Live is living knowingly happiness with that way of thinking you can turn the world in something good. DONT WAIT TO TAKE THIS CHANCE.

Allie@bornthiswaybabe 12y

stay strong, you can and will get through this. you're beautiful <3

Melinda Carlsson@hillymonsters98 12y

Daughter Mons†er@artpopistmonster 12y

be strong, you'll be okay. Trust me I understand, one of my best friends is oing through the same and you won't start eating like you used to out of nowhere, you hve to start eating slowly, it will take some time but you'll get better. Be patient and have some faith, you're beautiful. We love you

paoland@paoland 12y

you'll get better, you have to be strong, I bet Gaga would be very proud of you, and we Monsters are very proud of you because we know you are strong enough to get well <3 I love you, Monster <3

Free Bi†ch@audifan8595 12y

I hope that you find the strength to overcome this disorder. Eating disorders are the worst illness, they can kill you. We don't want to lose you sweetheart. Please please please be strong for us, for yourself. We love you no matter what and we all want you to be healthy babe. I know you must be in a lot of pain. But this is a disorder you really don't want honey. I wish you all the best in recovery.