I have struggled with self harm and an eating disorder for years. I never thought there would be a way out. In 2008, I heard Paprazzi for the first time on an episode of Gossip Girl. I went to look it up on some random website, and fell in love with the lyrics. I then turned to iTunes to see that it had just been released. I bought it, went to my room, and listened to every song. I fell in love. This woman's voice was not only iconic, but it showed a whole different side to music. It was unlike anything I had ever heard before. Who knew that nearly 6 years later I would be sitting here typing this on a page created solely for that same woman's fanbase. Gaga has grown so much, she has accomplished more than anyone expected, and I have believed in her the whole way. Gaga, I will never give up on you, I will never let you down, and I promise that no matter what I will always be right by your side. 6 years ago your music stopped me from taking my life. And today I stand here proud to say that I'm alive, and proud to say that I'm a Little Monster. There will never be words enough to describe what you mean to me. Thank you. Thank you thank you thank you for being in my life. I love you with all of my heart soul and mind. XOXOXO