For 3 Years I was a really shy girl I hate myself for be me I hate all parts of my Body ! I was bullied in School and dont had any Friend. I start Cutting allover my Body and want to kill myself. 2011 was my first suicide attampt. I still alive cause my bestfriend saved me in the last second and brought me to the Hospital where they detoxify my belly. I was so mad at him because he saved me althougt i dont want it. 2012 was the year of my second suicide attampt but it goes wrong. They put me in a psychiatry were I still for 3 Months. When I came out of the psychiatry my life changed abruptly. I start listening to Lady Gaga and Metal Music. I changed my hair changed my clothes changed all and now I am proud about what I am and who I am! Now I'm very confident and I dont give a fuck about that what people say about me ! YOU need to LOVE youre BODY not anybody else. When you like something but you afraid about wearing it because anyone could say ''Omg she is to fat for this/to ugly ...'' Give a fuck WEAR IT BABY !!! You need to show them that you are a strong person and words couldnt hurt you ! I believe in all of you and I love you all <3 ! Paws up !! <3