I wrote this song back in October about Mother Monster these are the lyrics : Whenever my heart is greaving I think of you and the world is again kind When I think about leaving And give it all up You re voice jumps to my mind Even though we never met Even though you don't know i exist You, you're giving me the strength I need to resist Whenever the world is speeding And I can't keep up You somehow slow me down When my eyes are bleeding And my way gets dark You'll be my shining crown Even though we never met Even though you don't know I exist You, you're giving me the strength I need to resist... Tell me what you think on twitter @jasminduff . this song came from the bottom of my heart and the lyrics translate exactly what I felt and wat I feel most of the time . I was having trouble with my parents , they don't understand me and don't get my love for gaga ... so it was after a fight with my mom that I wrote the song . It's a pruff that mother monster keeps me going and makes me believe that it gets better this song is what LADY GAGA means to me , happy birthday GAGA , I love you hope you like the song .