Just like an ordinary emo... I'm lone and sad... But during the darkest days of my life Thor came by me and filled my days with love... He was my first boyfriend... We're so in love to each other that we took a bath together, have sex at his friends house, drink together, and does karaoke together... Time passed by and he went cold... So cold that not even my heart could take... I have to break up with him... Until today I'm missing him, loving him and longing for him... If God would grant me one miracle, I would like to have him again for the rest of my life... I used to live an almost perfect life alone... In the dark... He thought my what the sun might bring... Hope, Love, and Happiness... As he walk away, I have o go back to dark... I'm afraid to go back... I'm afraid of being away from him... I'm claustrophobic....