

Jane Mons†er @janec
My NYC experience + Heal This Way Project
My NYC experience + Heal This Way Project
Hello everyone! :)
Since I knew Gaga + The BTW Ball weren't coming to Portugal, that I started making plans to something big... Actually, I worked on this all since September and it would be the best experience ever: visiting NYC and going to The Ball to see Gaga <3
As you all know, there was no NYC show and I was really heartbroken but I couldn't cancel the trip, so I went to NY with my father... It was the biggest travel I ever experienced and a dream that would become real (even without the show).
I had some things ready for The Ball and I was almost giving up of taking it all with me when I heard of @LittleMnstrPix and the #HealThisWay project...
I enjoyed each day and night in NYC as if it the last one of my life, but the time was passing and I everyday I felt a little more sad thinking that I probably wouldn't ever live a moment like a show of Mother Monster @ MSG, in New York... (Yet today, sometimes I get a little sad about it...)
Well, it was Feb 22nd, the day of the photoshoot, and I didn't know yet if I should go or not... (I've never been confident enough to let someone take picture of me...) But I decided to go, I thought I would regret if I didn't go.
Well, first I was really shy... I only wanted to hide and I felt like crying inside... I thought that maybe it was a bad idea... That I didn't want Mom to see who I am, how I look with all of my flaws...
Then I met Tracey and some little monsters that made me feel home, even knowing that I belonged more than 5500kms from there... That was one of the most amazing days of my whole life... I met some monsters and no, now I don't have more friends than I had before... I just have a larger family now.
I don't know if Gaga will see our amazing photos of that day... But if she does, I only wish that it helps her getting better and that she can remember each one of us, that love her so much. <3
A really big and special "Thank You" to Tracey Wilson, and to my family:
Mom, Dad, Meat Girl, Judas, Mami, Poison, King, Fame, Rainbow & Alejandro. You know you mean everything to me.
I <3 you so much, guys...