today i lost my baby, i raised her from when she was 2 weeks old. i feed her with a bottle, gave her baths in the sink and dried her with the hairdryer. she would sleep on my pillow almost every night and when i went through really tough times last year with awful people she was there, she was always there to cheer me up like mother monster.... i lover her very much and i don't want to say goodbye. she was only 3 years old :'( goodbye my precious Moonpie. you will always be my cutie pie! :'( i cant even stop crying while i'm writing this...