I just wanted to let you all know a few things. I have not forgotten any of you and never will. I have been working on healing myself which has consisted of a lot of dr appts and tests that have left me quite drained. I am honestly completely honored that even one of you take the time to write me messages, make me things or even think of me throughout the day. I never thought i would be in a position like this in life and I think every day how truly blessed I am. The fact that amazing talented people who I have not yet had the ability to meet in person genuinely care for my well being means the world to me. It's still not entirely real to me and I dont know that it will ever be. I feel very guilty that I dont have the time and energy most of the time to read my messages on here or on twitter, but it doesnt mean I dont appreciate every single one of them. I really do. You are all really amazing and Im shocked everyday that you all actually love me. It is the most awesome thing ever. I am so lucky to have all of you in my life, so whether I am physically able to respond to everyone all the time or not, please please know that you make me smile everyday, and whenever I am not feeling well or having a rough time, it really touches me that you all exist and know I exist and care that I exist. I feel guilty that i dont have the time and energy to spend tons of time answering all of your questions and giving all of you back even a portion of the love and support you give me. Just know that none of it goes unnoticed or taken for granted. And quite honestly i have every single drawing you have ever made for me saved on my computer and look at them when I need a little extra help. You all are a part of my life and support system and I still cannot believe I am so lucky to be receiving all of it. In addition, I dont even get the chance to talk to some of my closest friends and family who are not part of the haus, as its very difficult for me somedays to do much but try to take care of my body. So, please know I notice all of you and know most of your names and faces and smile and cry in wonder at your letters and artwork. Thank you for allowing me to be a part of your lives as you are all truly a large part of mine. xoxo