The only things that i can say its : Always believe in your dreams Monster. :) It was not just a picture or a hugs for me.. She told me the words that i had need to heard. Now when im feel bad im always think about this. I have not a beautiful & simply life. I have just explain to Gaga by a letters whats wrong in my life. I hate talk about this but with you, i can. I dont know my real parents, my father+ brothers and sisters dont know that im exist. I know this only since 4 month, it was a real traumatism for me. It was 2 week before the BTWB. For be honest i really thinked about suicide but i really wanted to see the show. So i choosed to do everythings to follow my dreams. 3 week after i meet Gaga... She told me : " dont cry , you know what ? Cause you have a family ! " And that's really true! This post is for everybody who feel bad or Alone. Please Never Give Up ! The Monster Family is really strong toghever we can speak about everything, every problem, dont be afraid to share your story, we can do anything toghever!