Gaga, I don't know why I'm doing it, but I just know I felt I had to open my heart to you. Since I was young, I asked myself why we were into this world, which was our task in this life. The answer I gave to me was that I didn't know what were doing the other people here, but I was here to help human beings. So since that moment I started to listen to everyone who wanted to talk to me, to help everyone who needed support, to stay with those people who were alone, to make people proud of themselves if they were not; I started to sacrifice a part of my life for them. Now you could think I am an altruistic person, but you know that sometimes it's hard to do it. In fact, sometimes you don't have time for yourself and then you give more importance to other's life than to yours. This brought me to consider more other people than me: I started to think my opinion was not influencing and that what I thought about myself was not so important as what the people I was helping thought about me. So I started to be as they saw me: at their eyes I was a shy girl, with no friends, no social life. I became this. I became this also because I was afraid of them. I thought I couldn't change their mind if they were thinking something wrong about me, so I became the reflection of their mind to don't fight and lose. Then when I was realizing I could be whoever I wanted to be, my parents get divorced and I became fragile, I couldn't talk to anyone or say my opinion. I was unhappy, but I tried to reject that feeling and saying to everyone I wasn't suffering for that. After some months I was happy again, I could see my father every time I wanted and I was feeling another time as a family. Was in that period that I discovered your music. Listening to your music I started to know myself as a baby who's just born, I was born again. I discovered things I didn't know about myself because I've always hidden them to help people and to support them. There's something strange in your music that makes me dance, sing, be free and spontaneous, I don't know what it is, but I think it's your soul. I think you put yourself into your songs because you know what means to not be yourself and to don't feel happy with your body and personality, so you try to make everybody understands this. You want to free people with your music: you are free while you are singing and this is the best way to show your message to other people. I understood I wasn't being who I wanted to be because I saw you were so free and happy and comparing you to me, I thought I wasn't like that. So I changed and I finally became the person I've always wanted to be. Now I'm grateful to you and I will be grateful for ever. You don't care about money, fame and awards; you just care about the people who listens to your music. I think this is why I opened my heart to you, because you are like a friend for me, who's there when I'm alone and every time I need help. Even if you don't know me and I don't know you, I could understand many things of you just listening to your music and I hope one day I will talk to you face to face and say to you all of this things that I wrote. Thank you for the time you've spent reading this. Little Monster Carlotta.