You may only see the imperfections of your body but as a guy I can tell you that guys don't care as much as you do. You have a really beautiful face and the rest of your body is equally pretty, so don't worry so much, please. Remember: a chef is his/her worst critic. It's the same for our own bodies. Don't be so harsh on yourself, you really do have a very strong weapon in your fight for getting a guy :)
It's an addiction to be honest. I feel so ashamed of myself, for being so fat and greedy and pathetic and sharing this photo is such a big deal to me, you can't even imagine... I was diagnosed with clinical depression a couple of months ago and spent the summer holidays in a psychiatric hospital and am still on medication and have to see a psychiatrist and several other therapists every week. Self-confidence about myself and my body is something I really need to work on and posting this is hopefully a good start towards a better future in which I'll learn to accept myself as I am, or find the strength to change the things that make me so unhappy. xxx