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Sarah Bea Mons✝er ❤⚡†∇♈❤ @sarahbmcdade

Singing "Princess Die" <3 ARTPOP

Me performing for the first time on stage at my school's open mic night!!! <3 My feelings on this will be below cuz i have alot to say about it :D

Sarah Bea Mons✝er ❤⚡†∇♈❤@sarahbmcdade 13y

I was so nervous to sing for the first time ever onstage in front of a group of people! Originally I was gonna do stand up comedy for the open mic night but when I woke up this morning I was like "Shit! I didn't prepare at all for it!" which would be bad cuz it would have been my first attempt at stand up and I would have choked since I didn't prepare. LOL...So later today as I was trying to think of what the hell I was gonna joke about I posted on facebook about me performing tonight and alot of girls asked if I'm singing and I was like "Not sure....do I have a good voice?" and they were saying that I do and they weren't kidding......and since A Capella was allowed, I didn't have to worry about finding someone to play a piano for me for this song. So I was practicing alot more even though I know this song by heart ever since I first heard it on YouTube and I kept worrying if I was gonna mess up, forget the lyrics, sing off key, or not get an applause. The reason why I had those thoughts was because back in highschool every year I tried out for the musical's my highschool would have during the winter, but never made the cuts. I would ask the music teacher why I didn't get in and every year he would say "You're just not that good enough to sing on stage....maybe at home but not on stage" and that always weakened my confidence. It even made it hard for me to believe in myself....