littlemon3terxx’s post

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MARRY THE NIGHT....

“When I look back on my life, it’s not that I don’t want to see things exactly as they happen, it’s just that I prefer to remember them in an artistic way. And truthfully, the lie of it all is much more honest, because I invented it. Clinical psychology arguably tells us that trauma is the ultimate killer. Memories are not recycled like atoms and particles in quantum physics. They can be lost forever. It sort of like my past is an unfinished painting and, as the artist of that painting, I must fill in all the ugly holes and make it beautiful again. Its not that I’ve been dishonest, it’s just that I loathe reality.” Lady GaGa, Marry The Night (the beginning of that perfect music video)

Sarah Carolann McCleskey@sarahmccleskey1 13y

I don't know why but this page won't hold a reply in reference to Lanster the Monster. I have tried multiple times. Please understand that I have been bullied unmercifully during my life. Your comment was curt to me and hurt. My hubby and I are taking care of my slowly dying Mom. We have lost 7 people in <18 months. My brother, his wife, and my sister want her money now, not after she is dead. She cries endlessly as to why they refuse to help or even call her. This is a form of bullying. I just am very tired and tired of death at my door. So please, try to be more understanding of others. I know that bullying can be more than dumped in a trash can. I have a daily dose of it for 24/7 right now. So please know that I do understand fully about bullying. My entire career has been devoted to suicidal patients who felt that they were so bullied that intentional suicide was their only option. Just think before reacting. You never know what someone else is going through. No pity party time in the comment either. Just a little hurt and disappointed. I hope that you can see my point of view now!

xLilMonsterx@phattran35175 13y

I love her voice. I remembered the first time listened to this , I didn't understand it at all ( not native English speaker ) so I Googled the line. So deep

Luke ★@lukii2012 13y

I think she had an abortion. The nurse said no intimacy for 2 week. and those panties she wore when she got back from the hospital are what women usually wear if any further bleeding may occur. on the vanity fair interview she said that the scene in her old apartment might give too much away

Luke ★@lukii2012 13y

i think she had an abortion

Sarah Carolann McCleskey@sarahmccleskey1 13y

I love the quote as I do all of hers. It is so multi-layered with such depth that we can only really speculate. Remember, she is of high intelligence and is a master with the use of words. Thanks for the beautiful words. Nice to relive that moment when I first heard them. Hugs!

Lans†er The Mons†er@lansterthemonster 13y

Always makes me wonder if she went through something very traumatic.

Little Mons†er Evi ♥@eviavh 13y

I love that part, it's so inspiring and thoughtful!